Will you be the one that smiles for me?

Cry yourself to sleep in a bed of snow

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 23:08:55 GMT

Things in my life are pretty fucking shitty, and in order to fix them I am pretty sure I will have to go to the hospital or try and speed old father time up. I am going to be homeschooled starting after Thanksgiving break hopefully. I just want to turn 18 and I am going to move to the pub. I don't want to live here anymore and I am going to try and graduate when I am 17 which is basically a year and a half away.

I'm disgusted.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 01:35:22 GMT

I guess in Florida dying for your country doesn't mean anything. I've come to figure that out since people aren't out of work or school on Friday. I find that ridiculous and it makes me sick. So many people in my family are veterans and so many men have lost their lives, or have been outcasted so much they might've well died. We can't give them one day of appreciation it makes me sick. But in Polk County Florida we have about 4 days off during black history month, even though most of the black people down here have thrown everything away that all of those strong black men and women worked for. I just find everything so disgusting right now. I really can't deal with anything anymore.

IN DUE TIME

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 20:47:14 GMT

you know the drill.